I'm almost done with radiation. Yeah. Two more days. I really hurt. Some one asked me about chemo the other day and you know what? I couldn't remember it. I could not remember the pain or the side effects. I have to really think about it to bring it to my mind. Isn't that strange? It seems so far away now. I don't know why but it is a thing of the past. Maybe that's good. I can't dwell on something I can't recall.
When the radiation is over I will begin to heal from this whole ordeal. I am so looking forward to this. I want to be able to do more and not get so tired. I want to remember things again. I want to be able to clean my house in one day instead of bits and pieces. I want to do some yard work and not hurt from it. I want to be able to have open arms when I see one of my grand kids running toward me and not cringe hoping they don't touch me where it hurts. I want to be able to have my life back. It won't be long now. Have a happy day and enjoy your health!